Let me give this a try...

I'm in a very odd mood this morning. Let me see if I can explain where this is coming from.

This morning I woke up at 4. I was crying. The only thing I remember from the dream I had was a dark haired boy with sky blue eyes. He couldn't have been more than 5... maybe. He was very upset with me. There was no point where either of us vocalized anything but he was very upset with me because I couldn't take him with me. I was going somewhere and I had to leave him behind. I swore that as soon as I could come back for him I would but... Well... Yeah. It didn't feel like a situation where there would be any coming back, for whatever reason.

So... I'm still a little down from that. I'm sure there are other things but, interestingly enough, this is a comfortable sadness. It feels like I've been here before.

Mmmmm. Yeah.

C'mon guys...

I want more than 15 addresses.

And it doesn't matter if you can't /come/ to the party. I still want to send you and invitation.

I'm feeling better now.

This weekend, by the way, was amazingly busy but it was a good weekend. I think I will have a significant amount more of them in the coming months. Most of my time in September is spoken for on the weekends and there are at least two weekends in October already spoken for. Oi. It's like that, I've found. I go through periods where I'm entirely not social and then I'm /extremely/ social for a few months, on and off.

I'm in a needing people place right now, I think.

It was good the see Lu, Steph and the menagerie. They've added fish. It's crazy, I tell you.

Almost there....

I have the pens. Now all I need are the envelopes.

I also got a pen that write in vanilla smelling ink. I love stationary and I love vanilla. Where is the bad here?

(Yes, yes. Mailing out all of these invitations is yet another way I can indulge in my love of strangely colored pens and envelopes.)

No, I am not addicted. No. I do not have lots of stationary of different kinds stashed away in places.

No. I am not addicted to stationary.

But it does make me happy to buy the pretty paper. Even if I'll never use it.

I still have lots of black envelopes from last year. Maybe I could use some of those..... Hrm...

I must buy more!