Let me give this a try...
Aug. 30th, 2004 08:37 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
litheraI'm in a very odd mood this morning. Let me see if I can explain where this is coming from.
This morning I woke up at 4. I was crying. The only thing I remember from the dream I had was a dark haired boy with sky blue eyes. He couldn't have been more than 5... maybe. He was very upset with me. There was no point where either of us vocalized anything but he was very upset with me because I couldn't take him with me. I was going somewhere and I had to leave him behind. I swore that as soon as I could come back for him I would but... Well... Yeah. It didn't feel like a situation where there would be any coming back, for whatever reason.
So... I'm still a little down from that. I'm sure there are other things but, interestingly enough, this is a comfortable sadness. It feels like I've been here before.
Mmmmm. Yeah.
This morning I woke up at 4. I was crying. The only thing I remember from the dream I had was a dark haired boy with sky blue eyes. He couldn't have been more than 5... maybe. He was very upset with me. There was no point where either of us vocalized anything but he was very upset with me because I couldn't take him with me. I was going somewhere and I had to leave him behind. I swore that as soon as I could come back for him I would but... Well... Yeah. It didn't feel like a situation where there would be any coming back, for whatever reason.
So... I'm still a little down from that. I'm sure there are other things but, interestingly enough, this is a comfortable sadness. It feels like I've been here before.
Mmmmm. Yeah.
