Let me give this a try...
Aug. 30th, 2004 08:37 amI'm in a very odd mood this morning. Let me see if I can explain where this is coming from.
This morning I woke up at 4. I was crying. The only thing I remember from the dream I had was a dark haired boy with sky blue eyes. He couldn't have been more than 5... maybe. He was very upset with me. There was no point where either of us vocalized anything but he was very upset with me because I couldn't take him with me. I was going somewhere and I had to leave him behind. I swore that as soon as I could come back for him I would but... Well... Yeah. It didn't feel like a situation where there would be any coming back, for whatever reason.
So... I'm still a little down from that. I'm sure there are other things but, interestingly enough, this is a comfortable sadness. It feels like I've been here before.
Mmmmm. Yeah.
This morning I woke up at 4. I was crying. The only thing I remember from the dream I had was a dark haired boy with sky blue eyes. He couldn't have been more than 5... maybe. He was very upset with me. There was no point where either of us vocalized anything but he was very upset with me because I couldn't take him with me. I was going somewhere and I had to leave him behind. I swore that as soon as I could come back for him I would but... Well... Yeah. It didn't feel like a situation where there would be any coming back, for whatever reason.
So... I'm still a little down from that. I'm sure there are other things but, interestingly enough, this is a comfortable sadness. It feels like I've been here before.
Mmmmm. Yeah.
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Date: 2004-08-30 10:30 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-08-30 10:32 am (UTC)Thanks lovey.
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Date: 2004-08-30 10:53 am (UTC)There's an actor who looks a great deal like Russell Crowe but isn't. He's got the blue eyes and the intensity and the peculiar softness to him and I keep being sure it's him, not Crowe, in L.A. Confidential, but apparently it's not. Do you have any idea who this guy is? I cannot think of another movie he's been in and it's driving me nuts. Any idea? O.O :)
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