My life as a yo-yo
Jan. 11th, 2005 07:45 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
litheraI don't know why but I'll be fine all day and I'll be fine once I get home but like... 30 minute to an hour after I get home my mood crashes. I really don't know why. It isn't just like... a dip in my mood, it's a full on nose dive into the ground and I'm really not sure why it is happening. Maybe it's a destress. Once I let myself fall into the mood I seem to come out the other side rather quickly but it's hard letting ymself fall into that mood at all.
I'd really rather skip it entirely.
Still, for the most part, things are good. I'm starting to get used to this paid monthly thing, though it is a bit rough. I need to remember that there isn't more of it coming half way through the month.
I need a new calendar.
I'd really rather skip it entirely.
Still, for the most part, things are good. I'm starting to get used to this paid monthly thing, though it is a bit rough. I need to remember that there isn't more of it coming half way through the month.
I need a new calendar.
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Date: 2005-01-11 04:03 pm (UTC)Lots of turbulence.
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Date: 2005-01-11 04:08 pm (UTC)That way at least, you're coming out the other side when you walk in the door...
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Date: 2005-01-11 04:10 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-01-11 04:24 pm (UTC)Yeah, duh.
*sigh*
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Date: 2005-01-11 04:28 pm (UTC)It's okay, sweets. It is something I can work on. I've programmed myself into lots of other things. I think I can work on this one too. Maybe I just need to take a little more time in getting home. Go do something else first.
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Date: 2005-01-11 04:30 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-01-11 04:33 pm (UTC)I think I need ... I don't know. To ... do something. Something to switch gears a bit more mentally.
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Date: 2005-01-11 04:45 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-01-11 04:49 pm (UTC)*ponders*
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Date: 2005-01-11 04:43 pm (UTC)You could probabally have Tiger, at the way he's being a-big-fat-pain-in-the-ass-at-odd-hours-of-the-morning lately
;-)
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Date: 2005-01-11 04:46 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-01-11 04:48 pm (UTC)I've been debating it internally with the move in the offing...
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Date: 2005-01-11 04:58 pm (UTC)hehehe.
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Date: 2005-01-11 05:17 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-01-11 05:19 pm (UTC)Itd be funny to see......
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Date: 2005-01-11 08:09 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-01-11 04:47 pm (UTC)no subject
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