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Feb. 14th, 2001 11:10 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
litheraOKay.
I don't get angry often. Those of you who have known me for awhile know this. You know I don't get angry. I am now more angry than I have been in years. I am listening to Broken again because it is louder than the noise in my head. I wish to put my fist through a wall.
That or just cry until there isn't anything inside anymore.
Fuck.
I hate it. I hate it. I haven't felt like this in over four years. On one hand it is refreshing to feel this much emotion in one glorious moment. I can't call it positive. Maybe I needed this. I don't know.
Ag.
I don't get angry often. Those of you who have known me for awhile know this. You know I don't get angry. I am now more angry than I have been in years. I am listening to Broken again because it is louder than the noise in my head. I wish to put my fist through a wall.
That or just cry until there isn't anything inside anymore.
Fuck.
I hate it. I hate it. I haven't felt like this in over four years. On one hand it is refreshing to feel this much emotion in one glorious moment. I can't call it positive. Maybe I needed this. I don't know.
Ag.
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Wha?
Date: 2001-02-15 07:32 am (UTC)Re: Wha?
Date: 2001-02-15 07:51 am (UTC)I.... Just had a bad moment last night after a rather bad day. The dinner and movie parts were great, the migrane at work computers all weird and people yelling at me part.... Then I came home and there was stuff I just couldn't deal with there.
Re: Wha?
Date: 2001-02-15 07:56 am (UTC)Glad to hear the Kat is doing better...keep the faith, yo...
The Man in Bellingham,
Michael
Re: Wha?
Date: 2001-02-15 08:30 am (UTC)