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Feb. 14th, 2001 11:10 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
litheraOKay.
I don't get angry often. Those of you who have known me for awhile know this. You know I don't get angry. I am now more angry than I have been in years. I am listening to Broken again because it is louder than the noise in my head. I wish to put my fist through a wall.
That or just cry until there isn't anything inside anymore.
Fuck.
I hate it. I hate it. I haven't felt like this in over four years. On one hand it is refreshing to feel this much emotion in one glorious moment. I can't call it positive. Maybe I needed this. I don't know.
Ag.
I don't get angry often. Those of you who have known me for awhile know this. You know I don't get angry. I am now more angry than I have been in years. I am listening to Broken again because it is louder than the noise in my head. I wish to put my fist through a wall.
That or just cry until there isn't anything inside anymore.
Fuck.
I hate it. I hate it. I haven't felt like this in over four years. On one hand it is refreshing to feel this much emotion in one glorious moment. I can't call it positive. Maybe I needed this. I don't know.
Ag.
