Figured it out....

[lithera]

When I was younger there was this obsessive part of my mind that stayed up late at night and plagued me with questions. This part of my mind also would decide from time to time that there was something I had to do - RIGHT NOW.

It has been a long time since this has stopped me from getting sleep. Last night it kicked in and it is happening tonight as well.

I never obsess about anything really important. I just obsess about what I'm thinking about when I lay down to go to sleep. Sometimes it does work if I think about sleep.

*sighs*

I have to figure out how to channel this again. It is an excellent source of getting things done - when I don't end up fixated on something of no importance what so ever.

Ugh.

I think I have appeased the demon for the moment.

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That might actually work. I used to just put something on, almost any noise would work, though tv noise, movies, shows, would work best.

Thanks for reminding me.