lithera | Ahhh...

So, I bought my tickets to go visit my family in August. I really hope they pay me back. If they don't, I will be a might upset. I know its early, but don't expect me to be around the first weekend of August. I have a command performance in Michigan.

I'm hoping not to be around the last weekend of August through the first week of September as well. I'd like to be in Italy then. I don't know about it. If my parents don't repay me any of the money, probably not, but we'll see. Maybe I'll find a really cheap flight to Europe.

I've noticed I'm not eating lunch again. And yes, it was something I needed to notice. I'd look down at the clock at work and it would be 3 or 4. Why eat then when I'm going to go home and eat dinner in an hour or so? I remembered why today. Karate in the heat nearly killed me.

I'm eating lunch tomorrow. Even if it's at 3:30 in the afternoon.

In other news Stevness and Angel are coming over for a sleep-over this weekend and I have dinner with Crow tomorrow evening. Huh.

It's a sign of how strange the place I'm in is right now that both of these things have me nervous. Have me thinking about how I feel about people. I thought I'd had that figured out and now I don't. Very few people I know how I feel about.

Fuck. I hate that uncertainty.

I'm sure it'll work itself out again.