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litheraSo, I bought my tickets to go visit my family in August. I really hope they pay me back. If they don't, I will be a might upset. I know its early, but don't expect me to be around the first weekend of August. I have a command performance in Michigan.
I'm hoping not to be around the last weekend of August through the first week of September as well. I'd like to be in Italy then. I don't know about it. If my parents don't repay me any of the money, probably not, but we'll see. Maybe I'll find a really cheap flight to Europe.
I've noticed I'm not eating lunch again. And yes, it was something I needed to notice. I'd look down at the clock at work and it would be 3 or 4. Why eat then when I'm going to go home and eat dinner in an hour or so? I remembered why today. Karate in the heat nearly killed me.
I'm eating lunch tomorrow. Even if it's at 3:30 in the afternoon.
In other news Stevness and Angel are coming over for a sleep-over this weekend and I have dinner with Crow tomorrow evening. Huh.
It's a sign of how strange the place I'm in is right now that both of these things have me nervous. Have me thinking about how I feel about people. I thought I'd had that figured out and now I don't. Very few people I know how I feel about.
Fuck. I hate that uncertainty.
I'm sure it'll work itself out again.
I'm hoping not to be around the last weekend of August through the first week of September as well. I'd like to be in Italy then. I don't know about it. If my parents don't repay me any of the money, probably not, but we'll see. Maybe I'll find a really cheap flight to Europe.
I've noticed I'm not eating lunch again. And yes, it was something I needed to notice. I'd look down at the clock at work and it would be 3 or 4. Why eat then when I'm going to go home and eat dinner in an hour or so? I remembered why today. Karate in the heat nearly killed me.
I'm eating lunch tomorrow. Even if it's at 3:30 in the afternoon.
In other news Stevness and Angel are coming over for a sleep-over this weekend and I have dinner with Crow tomorrow evening. Huh.
It's a sign of how strange the place I'm in is right now that both of these things have me nervous. Have me thinking about how I feel about people. I thought I'd had that figured out and now I don't. Very few people I know how I feel about.
Fuck. I hate that uncertainty.
I'm sure it'll work itself out again.
