Randomness..

[lithera]

Good morning sunshine, the Earth says.... KABOOM.

Don't ask.

Anyways. I think the pills are working. I have two reasons to believe this. One is the fact that I'm no longer bleeding. The second one is I am having wacky mood swings. Up, down, sideways.... This is why I can off this higher dosage to begin with. AAARRRRGGGGG.

Yesterday I went from in tears to happy bouncy in no less than five minutes. I'm getting paranoia attacks and those are much less than fun. Hopefully I'm going to be able to grab ahold of myself in the next few days. Otherwise, I need to come up with a different solution.

Nyer.

Anyway. If I'm stranger than normal in the next few days, please forgive me.

I'm working on it.

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Re: Psssst!

[lithera.livejournal.com]

Ugh. That's not fun.

Mine are ugly. If I can't find anyone to talk to me, I some how form this image in my head of all of them getting together to do something specifically without me.

Logically, I know this is stupid. Even if my friends are gathering somewhere to do something without me, that's fine. More power to them.

The worst ones are when I people are talking to other people all around me, but no one is talking to me. I start to feel very alone. I hate feeling alone in a place with people I care about.

I wish you luck with your anxiety attacks.