Yeah. That should be a warning.
I'm having a day. It's the sort of day where I'm absolutely certain that I'm doing about a billion things wrong. Here at work... well... that means I fix mistakes and at work I get upset with myself for making them in the first place. I like to be the sort of person that gets something done right the first time and I normally am. That's why here at work it really gets to me when I make mistakes. Especially ones I should have seen.
There are differing hierarchies of who is in charge of who but we're combined all on the same team. We all work in the Camera & Photo group but some people report to different people. I went ahead and did a few things without checking with all of the different heads of the chains and so on and so forth and now I find myself at odds with one of them.
It's frustrating simply because I made that same quite, quite stupid mistake on the MUSH I primarily play on at the moment.
Then again, I seemed to make this mistake in a few places in the same two day period of time, so... There wasn't much learning time. There are just reprocussions to be dealt with.
I sort of hate being told about my mistakes more than once or twice because once you've told me about it, I'm going to be harder on myself than you will and telling me about it again, only makes me more angry at me. It's not a good thing. It's hard to tell people that, though, so I often get into situations where I have lots of people stopping by to tell me about it.
Someone this morning here said, "Sounds like someone's got a case of the Wednesdays." Well, to further that along, its sort of like that stupid TPS report thing. Everyone has to tell you about it and you already freaking /know/ and you're not going to do it again, so... Would everyone please go away so I can go about fixing things?
KTHNX.
So. I'm kind of pissed off and really just depressed because I have to go home and finish packing and I know that I'll miss something. I'm sure I've missed lots of things already. be cause that's they way things /are/ right now.
Note to self, pack the following:
Bowls
Silverware
Non-essential bathroom stuff
Non-essential clothing in closet
DVD players and cables for them
Which, I hope, leaves things I'm not packing until Friday morning and things that I'm taking over myself, like the mask I got in Venice.
This is me. This is me being growly and grumbly and in something of a blue funk.
I'm having a day. It's the sort of day where I'm absolutely certain that I'm doing about a billion things wrong. Here at work... well... that means I fix mistakes and at work I get upset with myself for making them in the first place. I like to be the sort of person that gets something done right the first time and I normally am. That's why here at work it really gets to me when I make mistakes. Especially ones I should have seen.
There are differing hierarchies of who is in charge of who but we're combined all on the same team. We all work in the Camera & Photo group but some people report to different people. I went ahead and did a few things without checking with all of the different heads of the chains and so on and so forth and now I find myself at odds with one of them.
It's frustrating simply because I made that same quite, quite stupid mistake on the MUSH I primarily play on at the moment.
Then again, I seemed to make this mistake in a few places in the same two day period of time, so... There wasn't much learning time. There are just reprocussions to be dealt with.
I sort of hate being told about my mistakes more than once or twice because once you've told me about it, I'm going to be harder on myself than you will and telling me about it again, only makes me more angry at me. It's not a good thing. It's hard to tell people that, though, so I often get into situations where I have lots of people stopping by to tell me about it.
Someone this morning here said, "Sounds like someone's got a case of the Wednesdays." Well, to further that along, its sort of like that stupid TPS report thing. Everyone has to tell you about it and you already freaking /know/ and you're not going to do it again, so... Would everyone please go away so I can go about fixing things?
KTHNX.
So. I'm kind of pissed off and really just depressed because I have to go home and finish packing and I know that I'll miss something. I'm sure I've missed lots of things already. be cause that's they way things /are/ right now.
Note to self, pack the following:
Bowls
Silverware
Non-essential bathroom stuff
Non-essential clothing in closet
DVD players and cables for them
Which, I hope, leaves things I'm not packing until Friday morning and things that I'm taking over myself, like the mask I got in Venice.
This is me. This is me being growly and grumbly and in something of a blue funk.
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Date: 2005-06-22 07:53 pm (UTC)Hang in there! Working here is like trying to drink a single drop of water while sucking on a high pressure hose that's been rammed down your throat.
;)
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Date: 2005-06-22 08:02 pm (UTC)I'll be okay once I just suck it up and deal.
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Date: 2005-06-22 08:23 pm (UTC)Yeah Yeah! Cool!
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Date: 2005-06-22 08:23 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-22 07:58 pm (UTC)Yeah, I know how you feel.
*sigh*
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Date: 2005-06-22 08:03 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-22 08:10 pm (UTC)Do you have a bathtub in your new place, or just a shower?
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Date: 2005-06-22 08:23 pm (UTC)I have a tub in the new place but it is going to need some work here in the first few days I'm there. They want to make sure that there isn't any mold, which is a good thing. Mold is bad.
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Date: 2005-06-23 12:48 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-23 01:31 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-22 08:52 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-22 10:12 pm (UTC)I miss my old group, that is all. Of course, they got re-orged away right before I left anyway.
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Date: 2005-06-22 10:19 pm (UTC)