*sighs*

Jun. 22nd, 2005 12:42 pm
[personal profile] lithera
Yeah. That should be a warning.

I'm having a day. It's the sort of day where I'm absolutely certain that I'm doing about a billion things wrong. Here at work... well... that means I fix mistakes and at work I get upset with myself for making them in the first place. I like to be the sort of person that gets something done right the first time and I normally am. That's why here at work it really gets to me when I make mistakes. Especially ones I should have seen.

There are differing hierarchies of who is in charge of who but we're combined all on the same team. We all work in the Camera & Photo group but some people report to different people. I went ahead and did a few things without checking with all of the different heads of the chains and so on and so forth and now I find myself at odds with one of them.

It's frustrating simply because I made that same quite, quite stupid mistake on the MUSH I primarily play on at the moment.

Then again, I seemed to make this mistake in a few places in the same two day period of time, so... There wasn't much learning time. There are just reprocussions to be dealt with.

I sort of hate being told about my mistakes more than once or twice because once you've told me about it, I'm going to be harder on myself than you will and telling me about it again, only makes me more angry at me. It's not a good thing. It's hard to tell people that, though, so I often get into situations where I have lots of people stopping by to tell me about it.

Someone this morning here said, "Sounds like someone's got a case of the Wednesdays." Well, to further that along, its sort of like that stupid TPS report thing. Everyone has to tell you about it and you already freaking /know/ and you're not going to do it again, so... Would everyone please go away so I can go about fixing things?

KTHNX.

So. I'm kind of pissed off and really just depressed because I have to go home and finish packing and I know that I'll miss something. I'm sure I've missed lots of things already. be cause that's they way things /are/ right now.

Note to self, pack the following:
Bowls
Silverware
Non-essential bathroom stuff
Non-essential clothing in closet
DVD players and cables for them

Which, I hope, leaves things I'm not packing until Friday morning and things that I'm taking over myself, like the mask I got in Venice.

This is me. This is me being growly and grumbly and in something of a blue funk.

Date: 2005-06-22 07:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bayushiboy.livejournal.com
I feel your pain sister.
Hang in there! Working here is like trying to drink a single drop of water while sucking on a high pressure hose that's been rammed down your throat.
;)

Date: 2005-06-22 08:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lithera.livejournal.com
Nah. It's not normally bad like that. It's that way right now.

I'll be okay once I just suck it up and deal.

Date: 2005-06-22 08:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bayushiboy.livejournal.com
You said "suck" !

Yeah Yeah! Cool!

Date: 2005-06-22 08:23 pm (UTC)

Date: 2005-06-22 07:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fireballof3.livejournal.com
*hugs*

Yeah, I know how you feel.

*sigh*

Date: 2005-06-22 08:03 pm (UTC)

Date: 2005-06-22 08:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] technocracygirl.livejournal.com
*hug* Sometimes life is like that, especially when you've got massive stress in other parts of your life. I hope it gets better soon.

Do you have a bathtub in your new place, or just a shower?

Date: 2005-06-22 08:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lithera.livejournal.com
Yeah. It is. This seem to pile upon each other like that.

I have a tub in the new place but it is going to need some work here in the first few days I'm there. They want to make sure that there isn't any mold, which is a good thing. Mold is bad.

Date: 2005-06-23 12:48 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] technocracygirl.livejournal.com
Okay. I'll get you a stress reliever or two.

Date: 2005-06-23 01:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lithera.livejournal.com
You're the sweetest.

Date: 2005-06-22 08:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] arian1.livejournal.com
Hang in there!

Date: 2005-06-22 10:12 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] dr4b
Lately I've been sad and kinda missing Amazon and wishing I was back there. Then I remember how terrible the management was, and how every day was more and more like Office Space with five bosses breathing down your neck, and then I don't miss it.

I miss my old group, that is all. Of course, they got re-orged away right before I left anyway.

Date: 2005-06-22 10:19 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lithera.livejournal.com
There are some places where the maangement is horrible and some places that are not so horrible. I typically like the management where I am right now. That's not an issue. It's just when you wander into the strange territory where all of the lines cross over.

Profile

lithera

June 2011

S M T W T F S
   1234
56 78 91011
12131415161718
19202122232425
2627282930  

Most Popular Tags

Style Credit

Expand Cut Tags

No cut tags
Page generated Jan. 29th, 2026 02:16 am
Powered by Dreamwidth Studios