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[lithera]

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I'm in an odd, odd mood this morning. I've already cried once this morning and it looks like it is likely to happen again today. I'm all over the place emotionally. It's so fun being a girl sometimes. Congrats, you get to go crazy once a month and then you get pain. Go you!

There are some things begining to click in the back of my head and I'm not sure what started the pieces falling together but I think I'm starting to see something up ahead. I'm starting to see a path again in front of me.

It's been an achingly long time.

First step is to take control of things I've been letting other people do for me and then to restart the things I was doing right that somehow got left by the wayside in it all. And then to just let some other things go. I think the letting go is more difficult by far.

Comments

[sausage-boy.livejournal.com]

I hope things fall back in place for you very soon, dear.

[lithera.livejournal.com]

Thank you. They haven't been in place for quite some time. I've been wandering around in a fog and it was disinctly unpleasant.

It isn't a sharp sudden moment of clarity but more of a dawning, light visible on the horizon.

[gehn.livejournal.com]

I agree. Pieces are falling together, and it feels like I can reach the handlebars again. The haze is fading. Projects both tangible and non await...

[lithera.livejournal.com]

Yes. The haze is fading. It is very nice not to feel all muddled.