Interesting notes of the day...
Apr. 6th, 2004 11:15 amSometimes I am very impatient and other times I can wait forever. I'm not sure what flips it from one to the other. I think it is whether or not I can convince myself that /something/ is happening whether or not I can do anything about it. If something is happening then whatever I am waiting for will eventually happen. I guess.
Sometimes it is interesting to allow yourself to slide into someone else's perspectives and priorities. Sometimes it is scary.
I had a dream last night where I talked to someone I haven't talked to in weeks. We were both appologizing to each other but didn't know why we were appologizing. It was as if we knew the appologies would make things better even if we didn't know why it was true. The stranger part is that I could see the words written in color changing script as we spoke them, all loops and swirls. In the end we confessed secrets and thoughts to each other that I'm sure made perfect sense then but out of the dream, they mean nothing to me.
Now. Now I go get lunch.
Sometimes it is interesting to allow yourself to slide into someone else's perspectives and priorities. Sometimes it is scary.
I had a dream last night where I talked to someone I haven't talked to in weeks. We were both appologizing to each other but didn't know why we were appologizing. It was as if we knew the appologies would make things better even if we didn't know why it was true. The stranger part is that I could see the words written in color changing script as we spoke them, all loops and swirls. In the end we confessed secrets and thoughts to each other that I'm sure made perfect sense then but out of the dream, they mean nothing to me.
Now. Now I go get lunch.