So strange

[lithera]

I have a feeling that I've misstepped somewhere. That I've taken a wrong turn and I noticed right before I did it. I can still turn around and get going the right way, I just need to find a place to do it.

The thing is with people, it is ever so much harder to find the turn around places. Especially when you find you, suprisingly, want these people to think the best of you. To make the right impressions, to say the right words when no words will come and you feel like you're tripping over your own feet.

It's distcintly uncomfortable and I don't like it.

Of course I could just be being paranoid. That happens when I over think things. Which is more often that I would like.

I was remarkably unsocial this evening but I talked so much I've almost lost my voice. I don't understand it.

Today was a good day. The part was good. I woke up really early which afforded me the chance to get some RP done that I had really, really been looking forward to and it did not disappoint. I'm looking forward to the log being posted on that one so I can read it again.

I need to sleep. Good night all.

Comments

[inevitability.livejournal.com]

You know what I'm going to say, don't you? If you want to make a change, dig your heels in and do it immediately. Thinking about it or analyzing it will just mean that it will never happen. Sometimes it is better to act before thinking.

Do you know where you want to go...

[thezzyzx.livejournal.com]

...or do you just have a feeling that where you're heading is wrong. It's a lot easier to change things when you know what change you want to make.

[moose-man.livejournal.com]

Some of those new people just rather easily think the best of you already. ;) Maybe you just need not worry so much...

[eggiebert.livejournal.com]

Triping over my own toung is such a common occorance. If I say something that makes sense, it's always a surprise. Your soire was wonderful. Thanks.