Wheeeeeee.
Feb. 12th, 2004 09:05 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
litheraTalking to people is nice. Talking to Cody last night I was finally able to piece something together in words.
I am running a little low on mental energy. Well, that isn't exactly it. I am running low on mental energy for anything that isn't work. I have lots of big important things that I'll be doing at work from between now and ... some time in May. (The new stress level of work is also why my stomach hasn't been happy with me. I know. I'm a genius.)
So. If I seem a little out of it or a little less than sparkling in person, that's why. I'm not only having to think at work but I'm having to think, improvise, bluff, prove... Help plan out the new direction of a department. So, it may take awhile for me to kick it into the gear where not only can I do all of this but do it not just want to come home and hide in my room and do things that don't take serious thought.
This is also why it has been amazingly easy for me to slip into daydreams, books, movies, comics and MUSHing the past few weeks. I turn off the portion of my brain that I use at work for most of those things and wander around in something else entirely.
When this system works at optimum levels it means that the parts I'm not using at any given time are still processing and giving me excellent ideas when I come back to them.
If only I could figure out what sleep cycle my body wants to be on. I was comfortably at five - six hours. Now its all different again. Rar.
Gym tonight.
I am running a little low on mental energy. Well, that isn't exactly it. I am running low on mental energy for anything that isn't work. I have lots of big important things that I'll be doing at work from between now and ... some time in May. (The new stress level of work is also why my stomach hasn't been happy with me. I know. I'm a genius.)
So. If I seem a little out of it or a little less than sparkling in person, that's why. I'm not only having to think at work but I'm having to think, improvise, bluff, prove... Help plan out the new direction of a department. So, it may take awhile for me to kick it into the gear where not only can I do all of this but do it not just want to come home and hide in my room and do things that don't take serious thought.
This is also why it has been amazingly easy for me to slip into daydreams, books, movies, comics and MUSHing the past few weeks. I turn off the portion of my brain that I use at work for most of those things and wander around in something else entirely.
When this system works at optimum levels it means that the parts I'm not using at any given time are still processing and giving me excellent ideas when I come back to them.
If only I could figure out what sleep cycle my body wants to be on. I was comfortably at five - six hours. Now its all different again. Rar.
Gym tonight.
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Date: 2004-02-12 09:20 am (UTC)Have a good workout at the gym.
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Date: 2004-02-12 07:24 pm (UTC)*snugs*