lithera | AUGH.

So. Here I am. It's the beginning of a very long day. I have 12 hours of authorized overtime and I am going to damned well try to get every last one of them. I need the money. MONEY, MONEY, MONEY.

Damn, I wish that shit wasn't so important.

Anyway... What the hell is with people recently? I look around me and I see all of these people doing things to scream out for attention. I think everyone does them, I know I do, but do you have to be so obvious about it? If you're going to be obvious, just ask - don't clothe it as an attempt at something else.

Another thing... I noticed of the weekend that there are a lot of people in my life (okay maybe not a lot, but enough) who are overcome by apathy and don't seem to care. You know what? I'm getting tired of saying, "That's okay - take your time to figure out what you want to do with your life." I need to start redirecting that energy towards my life. Maybe that makes me a bitch, but I can't help that right now. GET OFF YOUR ASSES AND DO SOMETHING!!!!

*pant pant* Okay. Breathing. I mean, if you want to go to college, start applying. Go to college. Go to community college if you need to to start out. If you want to get a job and work - do so. Just start doing /something/. Is that too much to ask of another human being?

This rant was brought to you by the letter S and the number 19.

Anyway. What else is going on in my life? I go to England in just a few weeks. I am so excited over this. Yes, if you send me money, I will get you something. I don't promise it will be exciting or amazing, but it will be English. I am going to a Sisters of Mercy concert if you think you might be wanting something in that direction....

I think that's it for me this morning. Please send check or money order to Katrina Lehto c/o Frustrated - Just Like You Productions, Seattle, WA