Please sir, can I have another, sir?

[lithera]

So. Another one is gone. X-MA, the X-men MUSH I am on, is going away. As of Tuesday it will be no more. This makes two that I've been on that have died. Though I've been doing this a long time, this MUSH death thing is almost entirely new to me. I've decided I don't like it. At all. So, I pushed the staff on another place that isn't open yet, into getting closer to ready so I can try to salvage some of the people from the place that is dying. I tried to get them to come over to Trueland but getting people to cross genres from surper heros to high fantasy is apparently difficult. I can understand that.

And yes, there are other things going on in my life. I just don't think that this is the proper place to talk about them. Even if I knew what to say. I've come to another place where I have to decide to just let things stay as they are or to do something, change things and hope that the change does not mean an ending. I think I need more information.

I have Wish You Were Here by Pink Floyd stuck in my head. It really... Yeah. I sang it all on my way into work this morning. I was surprised I knew all of the words.

On the bright side of things I had a really awesome dream with Orlando Bloom in it. It involved me refering to him in sort of a flat, ideal, as if he wasn't a real person or weren't there at all and he happened to be behind me. He got upset and I appologized and we hung out and talked about a lot of things. He's showing up more and more often in my dreams. It really makes me wonder what part of my brain is using him and trying to grab my attention or what it is trying to tell me.

I've started walking in the mornings to a bus stop that is at the bottom of the hill. I'm also getting off the bus early and walking a ways home. A little excercise is better than none, you know?

Comments

[sepulchrave.livejournal.com]

love that song.

Re:

[lithera.livejournal.com]

Me too.

A little excercise is better than none, you know?

[thezzyzx.livejournal.com]

Dunno about that per se. I've very good about fooling myself about the little bits that I get, thinking that I'm being better than I am. When I'm doing nothing, I'm at least aware of that.

Dream Analysis:

[apestyle.livejournal.com]

You (and approximately 234,523,948,921 other girls...and boys) think that Orlando Bloom is hawt. Especially since he'll be playing a pirate. End of analysis.

Re: A little excercise is better than none, you know?

[lithera.livejournal.com]

Nah. I'm not fooling myself into anything. I know I should be getting more, but the walking is a step towards doing more.

Re: Dream Analysis:

[lithera.livejournal.com]

Neh. I do think he's hot but the fact that we sit down and have long conversationsabout things going on in my life in my dreams tells me that its more than that.

If it was just that he was hot, I likely wouldn't dream about him at all. Or if I did, I wouldn't remember it. I'm like that.

Re: A little excercise is better than none, you know?

[thezzyzx.livejournal.com]

Actually that is the one good thing abotu softball. When I'm huffing and puffing after running 180 feet, it's time to start getting more exercise in.

[arctures.livejournal.com]

Pfeh.

It sucks when you lose a MUSH.. and it always seems to happen on one you're having fun on, too, all too often. :/

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[lithera.livejournal.com]

Yeah. I've noticed that. Drat.

[arctures.livejournal.com]

If you do find another good superhero game, let me know.. had an urge lately. Probably from watching X2, and reading the League comics. :)

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[lithera.livejournal.com]

I'll let you know. There is a place I'm at, though it isn't open yet, so I have no idea what it will be like. Of course, everyone there so far is quality.

Just hard to tell sometimes.