Please sir, can I have another, sir?
May. 7th, 2003 08:25 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
litheraSo. Another one is gone. X-MA, the X-men MUSH I am on, is going away. As of Tuesday it will be no more. This makes two that I've been on that have died. Though I've been doing this a long time, this MUSH death thing is almost entirely new to me. I've decided I don't like it. At all. So, I pushed the staff on another place that isn't open yet, into getting closer to ready so I can try to salvage some of the people from the place that is dying. I tried to get them to come over to Trueland but getting people to cross genres from surper heros to high fantasy is apparently difficult. I can understand that.
And yes, there are other things going on in my life. I just don't think that this is the proper place to talk about them. Even if I knew what to say. I've come to another place where I have to decide to just let things stay as they are or to do something, change things and hope that the change does not mean an ending. I think I need more information.
I have Wish You Were Here by Pink Floyd stuck in my head. It really... Yeah. I sang it all on my way into work this morning. I was surprised I knew all of the words.
On the bright side of things I had a really awesome dream with Orlando Bloom in it. It involved me refering to him in sort of a flat, ideal, as if he wasn't a real person or weren't there at all and he happened to be behind me. He got upset and I appologized and we hung out and talked about a lot of things. He's showing up more and more often in my dreams. It really makes me wonder what part of my brain is using him and trying to grab my attention or what it is trying to tell me.
I've started walking in the mornings to a bus stop that is at the bottom of the hill. I'm also getting off the bus early and walking a ways home. A little excercise is better than none, you know?
And yes, there are other things going on in my life. I just don't think that this is the proper place to talk about them. Even if I knew what to say. I've come to another place where I have to decide to just let things stay as they are or to do something, change things and hope that the change does not mean an ending. I think I need more information.
I have Wish You Were Here by Pink Floyd stuck in my head. It really... Yeah. I sang it all on my way into work this morning. I was surprised I knew all of the words.
On the bright side of things I had a really awesome dream with Orlando Bloom in it. It involved me refering to him in sort of a flat, ideal, as if he wasn't a real person or weren't there at all and he happened to be behind me. He got upset and I appologized and we hung out and talked about a lot of things. He's showing up more and more often in my dreams. It really makes me wonder what part of my brain is using him and trying to grab my attention or what it is trying to tell me.
I've started walking in the mornings to a bus stop that is at the bottom of the hill. I'm also getting off the bus early and walking a ways home. A little excercise is better than none, you know?
