Unrelated things...
Aug. 12th, 2002 04:16 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
litheraIt's cool when you have a revelation. I just had one in character, but taht's okay. It was still neat to see things fall together in my head.
It's good to be me. Free DVDs are good. I have the Red Wings Stanley Cup Championship DVD now. I would never have bought it, but getting it for free rules.
Three things that will make me angry: Being patronized, hypocrisy and attempts at passive agressive manipulation. They anger me because I know them as faults in myself, which makes it more obvious when someone else tries them on me. Typically I catch myself before I do it, but then again, sometimes its all in perception.
I am looking forward to working out this evening. What is up with that? So strange. I'm going to stay here an get overtime and that is a good thing. Go home, get ready to go to the gym and then come home and relax some. I'll eat in there somewhere. Probably when I get home.
I like the word snarky. It describes a feeling in me really well.
I've also discovered a large portion of why I get into a position I do. I've known this for awhile, I just never realized how pervaisve it is through out my life. When I don't knwo where I stand with someone, I get nervous and edgy. If I know where I stand with someone until someone else comes around, I get really upset, because I no longer know where I stand. Especially if the first person's behavior changes significantly around the new person. It's kind of like a pack mentality. I don't know where I am in relation to everyone in the situation any more. This makes me uncomfortable and the end feeling and resulting re-actions are a lot like jealousy.
I just like knowing where I stand with people. Uncertainty is bad.
I think that's it for now.
It's good to be me. Free DVDs are good. I have the Red Wings Stanley Cup Championship DVD now. I would never have bought it, but getting it for free rules.
Three things that will make me angry: Being patronized, hypocrisy and attempts at passive agressive manipulation. They anger me because I know them as faults in myself, which makes it more obvious when someone else tries them on me. Typically I catch myself before I do it, but then again, sometimes its all in perception.
I am looking forward to working out this evening. What is up with that? So strange. I'm going to stay here an get overtime and that is a good thing. Go home, get ready to go to the gym and then come home and relax some. I'll eat in there somewhere. Probably when I get home.
I like the word snarky. It describes a feeling in me really well.
I've also discovered a large portion of why I get into a position I do. I've known this for awhile, I just never realized how pervaisve it is through out my life. When I don't knwo where I stand with someone, I get nervous and edgy. If I know where I stand with someone until someone else comes around, I get really upset, because I no longer know where I stand. Especially if the first person's behavior changes significantly around the new person. It's kind of like a pack mentality. I don't know where I am in relation to everyone in the situation any more. This makes me uncomfortable and the end feeling and resulting re-actions are a lot like jealousy.
I just like knowing where I stand with people. Uncertainty is bad.
I think that's it for now.
