lithera | "Goood... Goood. "

I sit here at work and I read these things going on in my friends lives... It might be selfish and it might be a horrible thing to say, but I have to say it. "Oh my God. It's not me. It's not my enormous gigantic crisis and..... no one is dragging me into it either." I must admit that I don't mind helping people with problems. In fact, if I can actually help, I love helping people. But right now for me life is *good*. I wish I had a job that paid more. I wish quite a few things really, but without them my life is still good. This makes me happy.

I love all of you and you can all hate me for being a selfish bitch if you want, but damn it, I cannot remember a time when I've been able to look at all the aspects of my life and feel statisfied with all of them. Satisfaction for a long time = stagnacy and that's bad, but it's really nice to have a place to stop and look around for once, as opposed to trying to hold everything thing together with duct tape that's begining to not be sticky anymore.

This could all change tomorrow.

Ah well. As it stands, things are good and I'm enjoying it.