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[lithera]

You ever have one of those nights where things just slowly slump into lame and beyond? Last night I just started feeling pathetic. I felt incapable of doing anything. I felt stupid and ugly and .... It was a bad evening and there was no way to make my mood do an about face. So, I went to sleep. That is what I do when I cannot stop my slide into depression. I go to sleep. I always feel better when I wake up. Sometimes I go and exercise. It didn't seem fitting last night.

I have a long checklist of things to do when I get back from California. I am excited to go.

My back is only giving out small twinges everyonce in awhile. Maybe I'll be able to start doing situps again later this week. I'm feeling stagnant.

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[gehn.livejournal.com]

I agree... I sleep or i clean when i want to ignore/fight depression.. any non-mental busywork that tends to keep my mind off things..

*hugs*

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[lithera.livejournal.com]

True. Sometimes I clean. The intersting part is that cleaning often times really helps me order things in my head. I need to do some cleaning this evening, I think.