Season changing....

It's spring. My bed is too warm for me because I'm producing too much heat. It was like when I was too cold when the weather turned before. It will take me a week or two of not sleeping so well for my body to shift in the weather change but.... apparently it's changing.

I am very, very tempted to head up to Everett on Friday. There is a Silvertips and Thunderbirds game up there. The add grabbed me and I'm going through so much withdrawl right now....

What is it about places we live getting trees cut down? So lame. It would have been nice to know about before hand too, so maybe... I don't know... I could have... said goodbye to the trees or something. I /liked/ those trees.

I am now almost entirely over my kendo soreness. It was odd having muscle spasms in my leg. That was mostly new.

What else... I don't know. I'm mentally preparing for work this week. Though my boss and her boss will be gone for a few days this week and a few days next week for Open Houses at two of our vendors. That makes things a little... easier.

Must go check things on the site.

Oh! Mom and Dad! The presents arrived. Thank you, even if I don't know what they are since it isn't present opening time yet!

A hole...

There is a currently a Holly shaped hole in my existance.

I got used to not living with her and all things considered, that was probably a good move. Especially at the time.

I can't seem to get used to this crazy her being in Korea thing.

There are things I keep wanting to call her and tell her about. Things that are happening that I know she'd want to do. Things that I know would be more fun to do with her.

This spring there are all of these great colors out there - for Holly. I saw these pants yesterday that I almost bought for her so they'd be waiting here when she got back but I couldn't find them in her size.

Normally I deal with people leaving and venturing off into other places by not thinking about them when they're gone. I know that's not fair to them but... it's been what has kept me sane over a great number of years.

It isn't working.

I'm not pulling my hair out or anything like that. It's just a stream of thought that never entirely goes away. It's a new experience for me and I don't really like it.

And Holly would really love Robot Chicken.

Party!

Remember - Party for March birthday people on the 19th!

Come prepared to eat cake, be merry and hang out!