Much better...

I feel so much better, even if I did have to force myself to sleep last night. I woke up every other hour and this morning I am coughing up some distcinctly unpleasant stuff. Bleh.

But it is seven million times better than yesterday.

Thank you to all who put up with me and my moments of lucidity during the day. I hate being sick.

I know I said I'd have something to say about crushes and stuff awhile ago but I honestly can't think of anything worth saying. They're good. They're fun. They can become something more. Maybe there is more lurking in my head but I don't think so. Not right now, at least.

And now....
( Who are you people? )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

Yeah Kris!!!

Birthday!!!!

Ahhh. One of /these/ days...

I know these days.

This is one of those days where no matter that I say people ignore me and then later people come back and ask why I didn't say something in the first place.

Well. At least I'm prepared for it.

Strange day...

I've been writing little e-mails to people all day long. So strange. I haven't done that in awhile, just rambling about whatever comes to mind. Last person I did that with regularly was Mike. It's been awhile.

Apparently I haven't felt like bouncing thoughts for feed back in awhile. Or maybe I just felt that I wasn't going to get back what I was looking for. Or I wasn't going to get back anything that would change the rotation of the thought patterns.

That's the thing about being friends with people for a long time. After awhile, you stop surprising each other. Normally, at least. You need time away from each other, with other people, so you can come back together with new ideas to spark new wheels of thought.

That's why finding new people I really like is a great thing. I really love having new ways to think about things.

So. Yeah.

By the way, newer people, and older people, thinking about it, feel free to ask me anything. I'll answer just about any question, there are just some of them I won't answer publically. There are some answers that require face to face or e-mail or phone or something.

TOMMOROW! PARTY!! Wheeee!

Strange

I don't really know how to explain the mood Eternal Sunshine for the Spotless Mind left me in. It is a love story. There is little doubt about that in my mind. It is a story about love and about fate and possibly the collective unconcious. Not to mention any number of other things.

I feel as though my mind has been stirred and there were things that had been stuck to the bottom which were pried loose and are floating around now. There are people I would love to talk to about this movie.

Maybe some day I will get the chance.

Perhaps not.

In other news. Having mostly finished Coyote Blue, I must say that I am glad I am not one of Coyote's children. They are fun to know but I... I am no trickster and thankful for it.