Rar.

I wish that no matter what job I had there was one day a month where I could just stay home, curled up in bed. I should not be at work when I'm like this. If I don't deal with people at all, things are okay but .... Well... Yeah.

There are times when going back to school calls to me strongly. There are things I want to do. The thing is, none of them calls me strongly enough that I think I could sustain myself with the desire for long enough to make it matter. The passion I feel for something today is likely going to be missing tomorrow and for the next month.

Is everyone inconsistent like that or I am just easily distracted and flakey?

At the moment I am happy with my job. I like what I'm dong, for all the frustration it grants me. I'm changing things, I'm building something. I am establishing policies and I like it.

Still, some part of me is always looking towards the future. Looking for the next move, as it were.