Strange...
May. 21st, 2003 08:29 am( My weird dream. Not for those squicked by needles or blood. )
Last night was pretty good. I enjoy vaccuuming. Maybe I'm strange but I've always enjoyed it. It is calming and soothing to me in a way that not too much else is. Maybe I'll figure that out sometime. Buffy was nice. It didn't end up totally and that was fine. I like an open world. If for no other reason that it leaves everything open for my imagination. And you know what? Angel was the best I've seen him in years. And I need to think it out some more, but I have a theory, as it were.
I'm finding myself more honestly comfortable around people again. I'm letting down my shields again and to be quite honest, I have no idea what changed or when. There is less of the watching myself from a distance. I'm more comfortable with touching as well. Maybe I'll figure it out some time.
Last night was pretty good. I enjoy vaccuuming. Maybe I'm strange but I've always enjoyed it. It is calming and soothing to me in a way that not too much else is. Maybe I'll figure that out sometime. Buffy was nice. It didn't end up totally and that was fine. I like an open world. If for no other reason that it leaves everything open for my imagination. And you know what? Angel was the best I've seen him in years. And I need to think it out some more, but I have a theory, as it were.
I'm finding myself more honestly comfortable around people again. I'm letting down my shields again and to be quite honest, I have no idea what changed or when. There is less of the watching myself from a distance. I'm more comfortable with touching as well. Maybe I'll figure it out some time.