So. Stuff and things
Jun. 4th, 2008 09:31 amOur trainer had to head home due to a death in the family. My thoughts are with him as that is a sucky thing to have to go through.
Last night at the gym was pretty good. I think Kris and I did a decent amount of stuff and approximated the routine we've been doing with John. There was probably less cardio in there than there should have been but it was an experience that I survived. I'm still tired, though. I am not sinking into the sleep of death but I'm generally feeling worn out all the time. My muscle soreness feels more like that of a fever than from working out but I always feel that way the morning after, so that's what it likely is. I'm not entirely sure where the energy boost is. My wind is getting better but I'm certain feeling as though I'm dragging, no matter when I go to sleep.
I don't like it.
Ultimately that doesn't matter because I feel, emotionally, different about it this time. I'm tired of being out of shape, fat, generally loathing myself and all of the other things that come with being overweight in this time and place. There are a lot of them. Most of them suck.
Anyway. On a happier note: Obama! Yeah! Wooooo! *dances around* I'm excited and terrified at the same time. Hope is hard.
Last night at the gym was pretty good. I think Kris and I did a decent amount of stuff and approximated the routine we've been doing with John. There was probably less cardio in there than there should have been but it was an experience that I survived. I'm still tired, though. I am not sinking into the sleep of death but I'm generally feeling worn out all the time. My muscle soreness feels more like that of a fever than from working out but I always feel that way the morning after, so that's what it likely is. I'm not entirely sure where the energy boost is. My wind is getting better but I'm certain feeling as though I'm dragging, no matter when I go to sleep.
I don't like it.
Ultimately that doesn't matter because I feel, emotionally, different about it this time. I'm tired of being out of shape, fat, generally loathing myself and all of the other things that come with being overweight in this time and place. There are a lot of them. Most of them suck.
Anyway. On a happier note: Obama! Yeah! Wooooo! *dances around* I'm excited and terrified at the same time. Hope is hard.
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Date: 2008-06-04 05:04 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-06-04 05:13 pm (UTC)*shrugs*
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Date: 2008-06-04 06:08 pm (UTC)...and remember that when it actually comes down to it, after the indignation has died down and McCain is getting more coverage showing that yes, he actually IS pretty much a Bush lackey, a number of these people will probably balk in the voting booth.
See? Hope's not so hard. :D
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Date: 2008-06-04 05:46 pm (UTC)