Huh. Well then...

[lithera]

I've been dreaming of Tokyo. Admittedly the Tokyo of my dreams is somwhat more amusment park like than the real thing. And there is a general open space feeling to it that I can only get in dreams but I've been dreaming of Tokyo.

I really, really, really, reallyreallyreallyreallyreally want to go. And I think I'm just now realizing how much.

And I'm on the verge of being very, very hypocritical in letting money stop me from going. I just finished clearing off those credit cards, though, and putting $1K on one of them... It seems a horrible thing. Especially when I'll have Comic Con the next month.

That and I really want to bring someone with me. Lots. There aren't many people I know who have passports and fewer of those could likely afford to go to Tokyo with me for my cousin's wedding.

I must wait for my review. I need to see what, if anything, my bonus is this year.

Waiting is hard.

Comments

[lithera.livejournal.com]

No, no, no.

See, first fo all, because I have a plan doesn't mean I have to use it. I just means I /can/ use it. And secondly, most of those plans just have to do with getting to places. I want to make sure I get where ever it is that I'm using for my home base. Once I get to a place, I'm content to just hang out or wander about or just enjoy that I'm in a place. People who have schedules on vacation drive me crazy.

[thezzyzx.livejournal.com]

Well I have my other class of stories that involve me being in place A, having to get to place B and having no idea how I will be able to afford the gas or where I will sleep that night.


Ah, good times. I miss them :)

[lithera.livejournal.com]

Heh. I can see where that would be quite liberating but it would also stress me the hell out.

[thezzyzx.livejournal.com]

Nah, it wasn't really liberating. Mostly just stressful. However, stress and dealing with it can really cement a time and place in your mind, which is why I still have strong visual memories of Minturn, Co; Lebanon, MO; and Antioch, TN, places that I've only been to once or twice 10 years ago but where disaster struck.