Today, today, today...
Aug. 17th, 2006 09:24 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
litheraI hate it when I get the feeling that people are just tollerating me. I know I'm paranoid. It is something I deal with and isn't normally a big deal but there are some days where I just know that people are putting up with me for whatever reason and blah, blah, blah. Looking back through my life, it is sort of amazing to see how much my life has been shaped by my rather low level paranoia. I have no idea how people who are seriously afflicted get on with living. Probably medication.
(And yes, this generally comes out more for those of you I relate to primarily on-line. It is much harder for me to look at you and /see/ if I'm annoying you. So, I have to actually ask. And then I worry if I'm asking that too much and I get all quiet and don't say anything for awhile. Yeah. I know. It's stupid. I'm working on it.)
Speaking of medication, I'm going to the doctor today. What I'm hoping will come of this is them telling me that it is my allergies that are kicking me around and nothing more serious than that. I've had a low level headache for about a million years now, to the point where I don't really notice it most of the time but it is still annoying. I'm coughing and sniffling and sneezing and generally feel as though I've had a minor sinus... thing for months now too. On top of all of that, there is a faint ringing in my ears as well as the general feelings of fatigue.
So.... We'll see if there is a complete picture there to be seen for a doctor or not. *sighs*
Paypal has defeated me. If anyone knows how to set up a donation thingy there, let me know?
And my PIRATE QUEEN (Lys) has worn away at me and I put myself out into the online meatmarket and we shall see what comes of it. OOoOoOoOO. I find it amusing that I get NO MATCHES when I put in what I really think I want.
There was something else I was going to talk about here but I can't remember what it was. I'll probably remember sometime later today when it does me no good at all.
I need new icons.
(And yes, this generally comes out more for those of you I relate to primarily on-line. It is much harder for me to look at you and /see/ if I'm annoying you. So, I have to actually ask. And then I worry if I'm asking that too much and I get all quiet and don't say anything for awhile. Yeah. I know. It's stupid. I'm working on it.)
Speaking of medication, I'm going to the doctor today. What I'm hoping will come of this is them telling me that it is my allergies that are kicking me around and nothing more serious than that. I've had a low level headache for about a million years now, to the point where I don't really notice it most of the time but it is still annoying. I'm coughing and sniffling and sneezing and generally feel as though I've had a minor sinus... thing for months now too. On top of all of that, there is a faint ringing in my ears as well as the general feelings of fatigue.
So.... We'll see if there is a complete picture there to be seen for a doctor or not. *sighs*
Paypal has defeated me. If anyone knows how to set up a donation thingy there, let me know?
And my PIRATE QUEEN (Lys) has worn away at me and I put myself out into the online meatmarket and we shall see what comes of it. OOoOoOoOO. I find it amusing that I get NO MATCHES when I put in what I really think I want.
There was something else I was going to talk about here but I can't remember what it was. I'll probably remember sometime later today when it does me no good at all.
I need new icons.
