... Today? Not my friend...
Dec. 8th, 2004 08:57 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
litheraYeah. Today is not my friend.
I would have stayed home but I don't feel bad enough to stay home. I just feel bad enough to not want to be here. My stomach hates me, my toe hurts and I'm.... well... I'm a bit depressed. I'm not sure where this came from, to be honest. I was fine... Just a little out of it because I'm not so good with constant pain I can't manage to ignore. It isn't horrible or anything but it is just enough to keep htiting that button over and over again.
I have things to do here at work, too. I'm terrified to take a vacation with this job. I don't know how I would ever find my way back out from underneath everything once I got back. It's crazy. I mean, I leave a few hours early for doctor's appointments and there are things to catch up on. I can't imagine being out more than a day or two.
I'll have to work on that. I'm going somewhere this coming year. I will be going to ComicCon. That will happen. I want to go somewhere else. I'd like to go to New York as it sounds like it would be lots of fun and there are people I could meet. I should go home this summer or some time this year. Maybe I could make a big MidWest trip and visit people. Vegas has been calling as well. So many places to go....
Today is not my friend and I do not feel good. I would really like to curl up some and forget about the rest of the world today.
I just don't think that's going to happen, no matter how much I would like it.
I would have stayed home but I don't feel bad enough to stay home. I just feel bad enough to not want to be here. My stomach hates me, my toe hurts and I'm.... well... I'm a bit depressed. I'm not sure where this came from, to be honest. I was fine... Just a little out of it because I'm not so good with constant pain I can't manage to ignore. It isn't horrible or anything but it is just enough to keep htiting that button over and over again.
I have things to do here at work, too. I'm terrified to take a vacation with this job. I don't know how I would ever find my way back out from underneath everything once I got back. It's crazy. I mean, I leave a few hours early for doctor's appointments and there are things to catch up on. I can't imagine being out more than a day or two.
I'll have to work on that. I'm going somewhere this coming year. I will be going to ComicCon. That will happen. I want to go somewhere else. I'd like to go to New York as it sounds like it would be lots of fun and there are people I could meet. I should go home this summer or some time this year. Maybe I could make a big MidWest trip and visit people. Vegas has been calling as well. So many places to go....
Today is not my friend and I do not feel good. I would really like to curl up some and forget about the rest of the world today.
I just don't think that's going to happen, no matter how much I would like it.
