lithera | Yes, oh yes... (Reply)

I'm coming to realize that people are still getting to me. I'm starting to notice that I'm super sensative to some people in particular and not entirely for reasons I understand. The slightest comment from some people and I have to grit my teeth and not snap at them. They haven't said or done anything wrong... It's just me. There are just a few people who I'm getting this reaction to but it is...

... well, it is putting me off human interaction in groups larger than four. I've found four is a comfortable number.

The next step is to find out what it is that is triggering the reaction. Is it the people? Is it the comments? Is it the tone in which they're said? It doesn't seem to be something brought on by people I don't know. (Evidenced at Kevin's party.) Or maybe those people aren't making the right comments.

Don't know yet. Time to figure it out.

Maybe I'll go see a movie tonight. I just know (at least right now) I don't want to go home after work. And I know Mike is having his games thing but I don't want to go there either. I don't know where I /do/ want to go but maybe there is something playing around 5 that I can go see.

I'll think about it today some more.