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[lithera]

I wish that no matter what job I had there was one day a month where I could just stay home, curled up in bed. I should not be at work when I'm like this. If I don't deal with people at all, things are okay but .... Well... Yeah.

There are times when going back to school calls to me strongly. There are things I want to do. The thing is, none of them calls me strongly enough that I think I could sustain myself with the desire for long enough to make it matter. The passion I feel for something today is likely going to be missing tomorrow and for the next month.

Is everyone inconsistent like that or I am just easily distracted and flakey?

At the moment I am happy with my job. I like what I'm dong, for all the frustration it grants me. I'm changing things, I'm building something. I am establishing policies and I like it.

Still, some part of me is always looking towards the future. Looking for the next move, as it were.

Comments

[thezzyzx.livejournal.com]

"Is everyone inconsistent like that or I am just easily distracted and flakey?"

Yes ;) HTH

[fireballof3.livejournal.com]

Interest waxes & wanes, but I like Leigh's approach.

She wanted a tattoo on & off for years.
When she reached a point of "I want one" that was sustained for a year, she went for it.

It's a good measure for some things.

[lithera.livejournal.com]

Hmmmm. That is a good way to tlook at it. I think I'll start keeping track of that and a year is a good period of time as well.

I know the feeling

[stef2dope.livejournal.com]

Sometimes when I wake up, or when it's a particularly slow morning. I start to contemplate why in the hell am I doing this when I know I should be back in school working on furthering what I can do. Which in turn would give me better job possibilities as well as better pay. Yet I always overcome up it with the fact I'm too lazy to work on going back to school right now.