Sleeping and more...
Jan. 5th, 2004 10:30 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
litheraI slept strangely last night. I woke up this morning and my entire right leg was numb. That was fun to fix. Pins and needles, pins and needles.
The past few weeks have been great. It is hard for me to explain how different I feel in some ways. I've talked to people about things that I should have said any number of times over the past few years. I don't know why I didn't. It probably comes down to fear and situation.
There are somethings you don't just say. Some conversations need to have some time worked in, if that makes sense.
Anyway, I feel many, many times better now that I've had them. I'm feeling more open, like I wanted to. At the moment I am feeling good. I feel free. It is a good feeling. There are still some people I need to speak to but honestly most of those conversations aren't going to start with me. I've said all I can with them for now.
I forsee coffee in my future. Indeed. Or dinner. Whatever. I'm pretty open.
The past few weeks have been great. It is hard for me to explain how different I feel in some ways. I've talked to people about things that I should have said any number of times over the past few years. I don't know why I didn't. It probably comes down to fear and situation.
There are somethings you don't just say. Some conversations need to have some time worked in, if that makes sense.
Anyway, I feel many, many times better now that I've had them. I'm feeling more open, like I wanted to. At the moment I am feeling good. I feel free. It is a good feeling. There are still some people I need to speak to but honestly most of those conversations aren't going to start with me. I've said all I can with them for now.
I forsee coffee in my future. Indeed. Or dinner. Whatever. I'm pretty open.
