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Sep. 12th, 2001 07:35 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
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Bleh.
Note to self - bus from Jen and Joe and them's place runs right past work.
I got home about 11:30 last night. I proceeded to take two Aleve and try to go to sleep. It was too quiet. I turned on the radio and drifted into an almost sleep until the music faded and the DJ started talking. I woke up fully in a panic. My mind kept on processing things.
Sometimes when I'm worried about something deeply, my mind loses the ability to turn off. I keep on thinking and thinking and as I do I get more and more stressed and wound up and nervous. The worst this ever was I ended up almost going into shock and had muscles spasms. I threw myself into the shower since I feel safe in the shower. Not sure why, but I do. I get out and think I'm relaxed enough and tired enough to sleep.
Nope.
I might have gotten 2 hours sleep last night. I came into work early because I couldn't sleep anymore. Erg.
As another note, I appreciated deeply what Jen Zappala had to say in her journal. We're in a tricky situation and how bad this gets in the end depends entirely on our reaction.
Jamie, Eliza - thanks for that article as well.
Now, I try to lose myself in the mindless monotony I call work.
Bleh.
Note to self - bus from Jen and Joe and them's place runs right past work.
I got home about 11:30 last night. I proceeded to take two Aleve and try to go to sleep. It was too quiet. I turned on the radio and drifted into an almost sleep until the music faded and the DJ started talking. I woke up fully in a panic. My mind kept on processing things.
Sometimes when I'm worried about something deeply, my mind loses the ability to turn off. I keep on thinking and thinking and as I do I get more and more stressed and wound up and nervous. The worst this ever was I ended up almost going into shock and had muscles spasms. I threw myself into the shower since I feel safe in the shower. Not sure why, but I do. I get out and think I'm relaxed enough and tired enough to sleep.
Nope.
I might have gotten 2 hours sleep last night. I came into work early because I couldn't sleep anymore. Erg.
As another note, I appreciated deeply what Jen Zappala had to say in her journal. We're in a tricky situation and how bad this gets in the end depends entirely on our reaction.
Jamie, Eliza - thanks for that article as well.
Now, I try to lose myself in the mindless monotony I call work.
