Thoughts I am thinking...

[lithera]

There are hints and rumors that Dominik Hasek might come out of retirement for a season. I read that and nearly choked on the Wheat Thin I was chewing on. What if he plays for the Avs? What would I do? I think I would go to Vancouver in my Red Wings jersey to see the Avs play. I love Hasek but ... I... It would be confusing for me.

Sergei Fedorov hasn't signed a contract with the Red Wings yet. This makes me unhappy. If he goes to another team.... I hate things like that. It's like a couple breaking up and you're friends with both of them. Maybe it's time to look into getting a Jiri Fischer or Sean Avery jersey? (Insert unrelated mutter about Anna Kournakova here.)

It was really weird to find out that the timing and every thing for Svetlana works for a real life person. The events and all of that seem to fit. She is the sort of person who would jump out of a plane and just fall for as long as she thought she could. I made her a great aircraft pilot. It is a bit wacky that things match up so well from one to the other.

And I almost feel sorry for Madelyne. No, no, I do feel sorry for her. Things have not gone so well for her recently. And if Remy joins up with the New Mutants/X-men things will only get more messed up and complicated. I have thought of a way, however, to get her and Jean to talk if needed. I always seem to have some of my best thoughts in the shower - about anything I'm pondering. I have to try to think of a way to make things not suck so much for her. She's in control of things, not the other way around. Right? (And to make it worse, I just realized that that Sunday, the day after was her birthday. .... It's so comic book, I love it.)

I'm sinking into feeling again and I have to rememer not to go overboard. I almost short circuited myself yesterday by trying to think of too many things and people all at the same time. It is easy to get giddy and jumpy and all of that and it is easy to crash from there. I have to remember to breathe. (When I get really excited about anything or I concentrate really hard on something, I stop breathing. There is your strange Kat fact of the month.)

I'm wandeirng off into daydream land more easily again. I get caught up in thinking about what ifs and maybe again. It happens with the emotions. I start thinking about almost anything, taking it off into tangents.....

See? It just happened again... Except you can't see that I was staring off into space, thinking. Heh. Wonderful.

I want to paint something. I need paints. Meh. I should go paint ceramics again.

Comments

[innocentsinner.livejournal.com]

Svetlana is such a cool freakin' name. That is all.
:-p

Emotions

[trilliumgrl.livejournal.com]

Mine are a bloody distraction. Totally understand what you are talking about. Need to focus, lack the focus.
Grrr must study.

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[lithera.livejournal.com]

I know. I've always loved it since I saw the Russian gymnast with it. She was Svetlana Boginskaya (sp?).

Re: Emotions

[lithera.livejournal.com]

*snugs*

[innocentsinner.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I'm gonna get a mailorder bride named Svetlana some day, hehe.

I actually played a sniper-character named Svetlana once, but since it was back in the AOL chatrooms, all that people wanted were Godmoding scenes or sexual RP. Feh.

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[lithera.livejournal.com]

Heh. Isn't that always the way?

[innocentsinner.livejournal.com]

Do you know of any good modern, freeform MU*s? Since cancelling AOL, I don't really know where to look, as all the ones I stumble upon seem to have like 4 active users.

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[lithera.livejournal.com]

Modern and free form? I can't think of any, but I'll look around. I'm much more of a theme sort of person, myself.

[innocentsinner.livejournal.com]

If a theme makes it easier, I'd suppose a war or espionage theme then.

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[lithera.livejournal.com]

Hrm... I will see if I can find anything for you.