"You could kill us, all of us, ... and feel nothing."

[lithera]

"I'd feel something."
"What?"
"Safer."

So, I had a weekend full of gaming crack and pain. It is a lovely combination, I know. I did on-line gaming, table top gaming and Kingdom Hearts gaming. It was all good. The pain came from the migraine, or almost migraine, I had on saturday. It made me queasy everytime I ate something until I forced myself to actually eat a full meal and then it started getting better.

Alanna grew up some. It's hard to explain but she's now much older, mentally at least, than she looks. Before the past two sessions she was close to her actual age and now... She's really not. Now she's doing her best to learn how to kill her best friend in case someone needs to take him down. Now, she's ... She's just odd, yet she can still be a little kid at times. She's so strange.

Comments

[fireballof3.livejournal.com]

That quote is extraordinarily Black Mage-like of you.

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[lithera.livejournal.com]

Thank you. It's actually from an Anita Blake novel, but it seemed fitting for my character in the Necromancer game.

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[fireballof3.livejournal.com]

*nods*

Somehow, BM always struck a chord with me. Maybe I really am EVIL like people have been claiming...

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[lithera.livejournal.com]

Alanna is becoming more and more like Black Mage every day. This is not a good thing. Not really.

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[fireballof3.livejournal.com]

Why not?

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[lithera.livejournal.com]

Well, I don't want to end up hating everoyne and wanting to kill them. Not permanently.

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[fireballof3.livejournal.com]

Bm doesn't hate EVERYONE ALL THE TIME. Just MOST people MOST of the time...

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[lithera.livejournal.com]

Wellll. Yeah. Don't want to do that. Not yet. She's a little young to be so consumed with hate and jaded to the point of crystal.

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[fireballof3.livejournal.com]

Never too early to start.

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[lithera.livejournal.com]

Well, she's certainly started.

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[fireballof3.livejournal.com]

*insert evil laughter here*

Fuck. I *AM* evil.

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[lithera.livejournal.com]

There are people more evil than you.

[thezzyzx.livejournal.com]

And the winner in the damning with faint praise contest goes to...