My horoscope for today...

[lithera]

Sometimes I wonder fearfully is my generation's attempts to break down traditional thinking about relationships have sealed my fate. That is, while I logically accept that straightforward, monogamous intimacy isn't a long term likleyhood for the wild boys I dig, that's not enough to overcome my culturally programmed irrational longing for it. This nightmarish conflict between what your mind knows is best and what your heart wants is so familiar to you, just talking about it makes you want to scream, tear out your hair and bash in your telelvision. However, none of those will make it go away. Instead of torturing yourself, choose (arbitrarily, in necessary) which you're going to go with this week, heart of head and just stick with it.

Well, that about sums it up. That's been an internal debate for me for ages.

Comments

[fireballof3.livejournal.com]

Ummmmm . . . yeah.

There are cutural pulls all over the place.

It sucks ass.

[lithera.livejournal.com]

*grumbles*

If I could let go long enough....

Grrr.