Somedays...

I want to try to say something and then I realize no matter what I say, there will be a lot of RAAAAARR. And I do not like people RAAAAAARing at me. So, I do not say anything because I spent a lot of time specifically setting myself up as a target for that sort of thing, letting other people shelter behind me.

I would like to get back to the place where I feel comfortable making myself the target but there are still too many cracks in the armor.

I hope to finish being fixed soon.