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One of /those/ days
Mar. 20th, 2009 09:24 amSpa, tomorrow, at the Lynwood Olympus branch. Meet there around 12:30. If you want to get a ride with me, end up at my place around noon and we can car pool. So far I have me, Kris, Holly, Leigh and Adrienne.... Anyone else? Anyone I've forgotten?
I'm really hoping I make it through today. It will be full of meetings and me doing a lovely dog and pony show. And then dinner where I get to do more of the same. I'm holding on for tomorrow. I have that feeling that even surviving through all of the flak will be a victory. Here's hoping I do better than survive, hey?
I hate that fact that I still have panic attacks about sending e-mails. Small ones but at least once I day I'll click send and then have a stark moment of fear that maybe I sent it to the wrong person or the contents of the e-mail will cause someone to yell at me. I hate that so much, I can't describe it. *sighs* Just one more thing to add to the list of thigns that must be managed.
I'm really hoping I make it through today. It will be full of meetings and me doing a lovely dog and pony show. And then dinner where I get to do more of the same. I'm holding on for tomorrow. I have that feeling that even surviving through all of the flak will be a victory. Here's hoping I do better than survive, hey?
I hate that fact that I still have panic attacks about sending e-mails. Small ones but at least once I day I'll click send and then have a stark moment of fear that maybe I sent it to the wrong person or the contents of the e-mail will cause someone to yell at me. I hate that so much, I can't describe it. *sighs* Just one more thing to add to the list of thigns that must be managed.
