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*stretches*
Jan. 22nd, 2008 09:49 amWell.
I mostly seem to have found my zen place. I can see where the roiling miasma is below and I am standing up here. Certainly, there are many ways to get down there from where I'm at but I like having found my zen place. After going through a certain amount of stress, I seem to just start processing it as normal and move on.
Yes. This can be a bad thing. This is how I end up hurting myself without noticing it when I'm still under that stress and I JUST ADD MORE! So, I am aware of my coping mechanism and that it is a coping mechanism and I promise to do my best not to abuse my coping mechanism. It has gotten me through some pretty ugly times.
I'd hate for it to stop working.
Also! I fixed the Cloverfield post from the other day. You people are supposed to tell me when I break something!
Also, keeping my 6 salient points in mind. Especially Krista's response of "Sometimes I feel it is not how graciously we accept a gift that defines us as people, but how we accept disappointment." This is close to me for a lot of reasons right now, including work.
I mostly seem to have found my zen place. I can see where the roiling miasma is below and I am standing up here. Certainly, there are many ways to get down there from where I'm at but I like having found my zen place. After going through a certain amount of stress, I seem to just start processing it as normal and move on.
Yes. This can be a bad thing. This is how I end up hurting myself without noticing it when I'm still under that stress and I JUST ADD MORE! So, I am aware of my coping mechanism and that it is a coping mechanism and I promise to do my best not to abuse my coping mechanism. It has gotten me through some pretty ugly times.
I'd hate for it to stop working.
Also! I fixed the Cloverfield post from the other day. You people are supposed to tell me when I break something!
Also, keeping my 6 salient points in mind. Especially Krista's response of "Sometimes I feel it is not how graciously we accept a gift that defines us as people, but how we accept disappointment." This is close to me for a lot of reasons right now, including work.
