Geeze.... Oh.. man...

So, yesterday we went for our last personal training session with Charles. I wish I could afford more because, man, does he know exactly how to push me to do more. We did abs and legs yesterday. You know that problem I was having with never feeling the strain in my legs? Not a problem anymore. Doing leg presses with one leg.... Yeah. Everything from my ribcage down is sore. My shoulders are also sore. Rar. It was so hard to convince myself to get out of bed this morning.

I always get the beginings to stories in my head. Never anything more than that. So annoying.

Getting my hair cut this weekend. Or so the plan is. I'm still trying to figure out how much I want to cut. I know I'm getting a trim but there is a part of me that really wants to just cut like a foot or so off. I'm torn. Of course, the same part of me wants me to go in and get white streaks put into my hair. Who knows. Maybe I'll do both.

I need to pull my tarot cards out this evening. It is also new comics day. New Wonder Woman and new Batgirl. All good.

Eric Clapton, Sting and Michael Kamen

I know I've gone a little lyrics crazy recently. I'm just paying attention to them more these days.
( It's probably me... )

Haven't done that in awhile...

Things were very frustrating here earlier.

So, I went and did something I haven't done for awhile.

I went outside, took in a deep breath, threw my arms wide and let it out again. I threw myself to the wind. Maybe it is coincidence, maybe it isn't, but the wind gusted and nearly knocked me off of my feet. I walked in the wind, it blowing my hair out of my face. When I turned around and came back it did the same. I appreciate that.

It used to be that anytime there was a good breeze there would be a smile on my face. The sheer presence of a wind was enough to lighten my mood. It was because I was listening and because I was letting it take the stress away.

I used to say that the wind was telling me jokes. People used to ask me what the jokes were and I'd shrug. I don't understand what the wind is saying. I just know that it is funny.

Things are still not the best here. I love it when people blame the computer for something they did. There are so many frustrating things going on right now. I don't even have the words to explain. So, I'll just be spending more time outside.

Wow.

This made my day.

It's been awhile since I've read the Icewind Dale trilogy but that was pretty awesome. Go! Go watch Drizzt kick ass.

(I'm sorry if you don't have Quicktime.)