Such a weird morning..

I keep on having the strangest dreams. I don't have dreams I remember for months at a time and now.... Lots and lots and lots. So strange. Of course, it's probably because I've recommited myself to dealing with all of the internal strangeness that is me. I'd gotten to a stable place but I've come to realize that that stable place is stable because I've bottled up some things unhealthily. Looking back, there were things that should have been big flashing signs for me along the way....

Ah well. I see them now and do it's time to work on me again.

It was lovely this morning, the light dusting of snow. It made me smile. I like this snow on a regular basis thing. Can we have more please? High of 35 and a low of 32.

*sigh* One step forward...

From the DigitalBits: "We've heard from a number of interesting (and we believe reliable) inside sources that Lucsafilm is currently making major new changes to the original Star Wars films - the kind of changes he began a few years ago with the theatrical "Special Edition" releases. These changes include new special effects, revised and updated shots and scenes, and new footage shot with actors Hayden Christensen (Anakin) and Ian McDiarmid (the Emperor) that would flesh out moments with their characters in the original films. For example, an aged and scarred Hayden now appears as Anakin at the end of Return of the Jedi when Luke removes Vader's helmet. Among the other changes reportedly being made are the restoration of the original "Han shoots first" moment from Star Wars and a revamped lightsaber fight between Obi-Wan and Vader. What we've heard meshes with what we've been told before, which is that Lucas has always planned to release ultimate, "Archive" editions of these films that tie in better with the new prequels."

So. Han shoots first again but Hayden is Vader in Return of the Jedi? Augh.

Yeah...

The fact that I'm warm to the touch but shivering? That I have a headache that is starting to make the world a little blurry? That I'm having trouble convincing my stomach that food is something I really do need? You know what that means?

It means I'm going home early.

Leaving here in about an hour. Going to go home and curl up on the couch for a bit and then see if Kris needs/wants help with pre-turkey day preperations.