The English language does not suffice..

Sometimes I get so caught up in feeling something that I can no longer describe it adequately. I can use words like love and passion and devotion and sadness and depression, but they just don't capture what I am feeling. These are things that, from time to time, sweep up like the tide and wash me out to sea in it and things become so strong that I am overwhelemed and I could no longer tell you if the sensation was painful or pleasant.

Sometimes there are no words I know.

Sometimes the best, deepest feelings in the world, even if they are love and happines, still hurt. And it is a good thing.

And I don't know if I'll ever figure that out.