Well then... Something of substance....
Apr. 26th, 2002 09:17 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
litheraMmmmmm.... substance.....
I had a nightmare last night. It was not pleasant and I'm really happy it was dream-like enough for me to be able to recognize that after waking up. Sometimes my dreams are not so kind as to let me tell the difference until much later in the day.
Walking to work from where the bus drops me off, I go past the new staduim for the Seahawks. Yesterday they put these discs on the side of it and I must say I don't get it. The top one is silver/white and has random holes in it. It looks like a failed attempted at a paper snowflake. The next one down is bright yellow and looks like a sun or a sunflower with a plus symbol in the middle of it. The next one has random things that might be trees that look like they're falling on the top half of the disc and organized into rows on the bottom half. The last one is a city with clouds floating by behind it. Snow + sun + trees = happy city? I don't know.
I've been doing more thinking about me and my reactions to things, mainly dealing with love and not just the romantic kind. Even the friend sort of kind. I've gotten to a place wher ei can see what I'm doing and how I'm reacting and even a good idea why. Now I just need to decide how I want to change things. That's the hard part. I'm going to have to make this one up as I go, I think.
Maybe later I'll write that up and post it for those of you who like reading my meandering about what goes on in my head.
I had a nightmare last night. It was not pleasant and I'm really happy it was dream-like enough for me to be able to recognize that after waking up. Sometimes my dreams are not so kind as to let me tell the difference until much later in the day.
Walking to work from where the bus drops me off, I go past the new staduim for the Seahawks. Yesterday they put these discs on the side of it and I must say I don't get it. The top one is silver/white and has random holes in it. It looks like a failed attempted at a paper snowflake. The next one down is bright yellow and looks like a sun or a sunflower with a plus symbol in the middle of it. The next one has random things that might be trees that look like they're falling on the top half of the disc and organized into rows on the bottom half. The last one is a city with clouds floating by behind it. Snow + sun + trees = happy city? I don't know.
I've been doing more thinking about me and my reactions to things, mainly dealing with love and not just the romantic kind. Even the friend sort of kind. I've gotten to a place wher ei can see what I'm doing and how I'm reacting and even a good idea why. Now I just need to decide how I want to change things. That's the hard part. I'm going to have to make this one up as I go, I think.
Maybe later I'll write that up and post it for those of you who like reading my meandering about what goes on in my head.
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Date: 2002-04-26 10:11 am (UTC)Thus far, you have turned out well enough.
Trust that, even if the mind doesn't know the goal, that the heart will steer the feet where they need to be.
It's a lesson I am still learning.
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